Dear diary,
Theres alot of things going in my mind right now. My football life, my life and myself.
Haiss, feeling down today, dunno why. I dunno wat to do. football? maybe i will get kick out from my team? dunno why, because im not good enough for him. my life? nothing to talk about. myself? wat i am lacking? i also dunno. "crying" heyy! why im crying about?! i dunno why. tears just came out from my eyes and drip down to my pillow. maybe because im scared? or maybe i was wrong? today is soo not my day. this is life. heyy naiim, not everyday you can smile. dun lie to yourself, its the fact, the world is always unfair and it will never be! i am not strong enough, i just dunno.

early morning wake up and when to jurong east swimming pool,do recovery stuff. today when town with raimi, siddiq, danial. play lan games and pool. wat a day. im tired and have no mood.

nite readers! in any of u guys are reading? because i think there is none.
love nurul dalila juliet soo much.